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Friday, November 23, 2007
*sigh*
I know I've not posted for a while. Life has been up and down lately.

At the moment it is down. I'm so sick of feeling like this.

I'm so disheartened with people. If two people are talking and one of them asks me a question, I begin to answer .... without me being able to finish they turn back to the person and continue talking to them. It happens so often.

I go home and eat lunch on my own. I've given up asking people to lunch with me as they always say no, they have something else on/planned.

There are times I sit at my desk and cry (or cry at home at lunchtime) because I'm so lonely here and no one gives a damn. No one ever notices or bothers to care.

For the past few years I've put on a happy face to make it seem I'm on top of the world. Lately it's been impossible. I don't care anymore if I don't look/seem happy. I'm sick of lying to those around me when they say How are you ... I used to say good. But now I don't answer them, I just ask how they are. No one seems to give a hoot about that either.

RB, if you see this, please don't ask me to remove this post; as I've not named names or anything else.


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World of Warcraft
... it really does take over your life!

Question of the month: How do you like your coffee (or tea)?

Myth: Housework. Once it's done, you can sit down and have a rest.

About me...
At the beginning of 2001 I moved to a little country town in the middle of Victoria (Australia) about 65kms from the town I was born and grew up in. It's a fairly peaceful historic town nestled at the foot of the Strathbogie Ranges. I live here with my husband in a house we bought in 2002. When we have the time and money we paint parts of the house, do some more gardening, and workout what renovations we can do to the house next... and also try to keep up with each day as it passes.
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If I can find something similar to tagboard on the net that is customisable, I will put it here. Any ideas you can put my way?.

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